May all be pain or love

When I was crying over the fact that I was getting closer to them,
which I didn't want to become
Something dropped inside without a sound...
Love which I did not wanted to know
Because if I did not know the love, there will be no pain either

Kyo
Kyo's Anthology Vol. II

Loves:
Love. Music. Art. Books. My friends. Making people smile. Rainy days. Walks in the forest. Beautiful eyes. Trying new things. Phone calls. Strawberries. Lace. The sound of silence. Chocolate. Stars. Someone who will never know I even exist. Make up. Pretty clothes. Tea. Gardens. Bugs. The look on people's faces when I tell them I like bugs. Singing. Flowers in the ground where they belong. Writing. Playing the prince in my dreams. Poetry. Alone time. Heartfelt talks. Accents. The ocean. Hugs. Making new friends. Saying hello.
Hates:
Hate. Ignorance. Sexism. Racism. Homophobia. The thought of making someone I love worry about me. Everything I try to cook literally going up in flames. How no one ever takes me seriously. Lies. Bush. Feeling insignificant. Blushing. How I tend to dwell on the past. Being treated like a child. My nose. School. Most of the people at school. Being patronized. How I bite my lip when I'm nervous. Onions. Being shy as hell. Eating too much. Crying and not being able to stop. The fact that my dogs love me more than any guy ever will. Saying good bye.

Fictional character I can relate most with:
Rinoa Heartilly (Final Fantasy VIII)

Secrets:
I'm addicted to Project Runway. (YAY CHLOE!!)
And Miami Ink. Oh yeah.
I don't look a thing like the rest of my family... and hate it.
I still sleep with the stuffed animal that I got when I was born.
I think Gollum is cute.
My eyes turn yellow in direct sunlight (and I've had people tell me it scares them. I wish they were darker.)
I have terrible grades.
I have a bit of a weakness for dark eyes.
I tell people I forget my glasses at home by accident, but I don't wear them out of vanity.
I want to believe in faeries.
When I was little and playing pretend, I always wanted to be the prince.

Favorites:
Bands-
Dir en grey
X-Japan
Gackt
hide (with Spread Beaver)
Yoshiki
Angela Aki
Shiina Ringo
deadman
Hirai Ken
Lacrimosa
Wang Lee Hom
Mayday (aka Wu Yue Tian)
The TRAX
David Bowie
James Taylor
Counting Crows
Queen
HIM
Gwen Stefani
The language barrier doesn't exist in great music.
Manga-
NANA
Kamikaze Girls
Anime-
Vision of Escaflowne
.hack//SIGN
Videogames-
Final Fantasy VIII
The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time
Shadow of the Colossus
.hack//games
Genji
Mystical Ninja Goemon
Kingdom Hearts
Harvest Moon 64
Star Ocean: The second Story
Dance Dance Revolution (any mix)
Colors-
All the colors of the rainbow!! (Especially Pink X3)
Movies-
Labyrinth
The Dark Crystal
Willow
Alice in Wonderland
Big Fish
Edward Scissorhands
Donnie Darko
Moon Child
The Nightmare Before Christmas
The Corpse Bride
Monty Python's The Life of Brian
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
The Matrix Trilogy
The Lord of the Rings Trilogy
Jet Li's Unleashed
Pulse
Books-
At Swim, Two Boys (Jamie O'Neill)
Alice's Adventures in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass (Lewis Carroll)
Hokkaido Popsicle (Isaac Adamson)
The Lord of the Rings Trilogy (J.R.R. Tolkien)
The Chronicles of Narnia (C.S. Lewis)
The Xanth Series (Piers Anthony)
Brian Froud's (Art and collective writing) Faery books
Artists-
Brian Froud
Andy Warhol
Yoshitaka Amano
Karolina Szafran
and All of you!